Friday, July 8, 2011

To the man who broke my heart



I wish healing a wounded heart was as easy as putting on a band-aid...

It's never good to love someone so much that you lose yourself in the process...
It's even worse to give your love to someone that never took the time to care...

I have a lot of hurt regarding you and I have a lot of anger towards myself. I knew we could never be right from the start. I knew this story would not have a happy ending. Yet I didn't listen to common sense and allowed myself to be guided by blind hope...

Was I foolish? Perhaps... but I have no regrets..
Because unlike you, I wasn't afraid.. I never feared love. Even as you were tearing my heart to pieces I refused to feel ashamed of this feeling...
Why? I guess you'd have to love someone to understand...
How can I explain love to someone that always wants to stay safe and in control? How can I explain such a Divine emotion to someone that refuses to talk about what he feels?

You were not the right guy for me and I'm clearly not the girl for you. I completely understand that. Now, I just need to teach my heart to accept it and let the hurt go...

I look forward to the day I can think of you with a peaceful mind and a genuine smile on my face..

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